Tuesday, October 21, 2008

oh hot dayumm

ha ha in health class right now
its great dont feel like doing this god damn presentation that's fo shizzle
uh mm today's gonna be kinda boring i picking sisana up from skizole and going
to tutor in matunuck and such then going home woo.
tomorrow shall be fun tho cause im hitting starbucks with devvv and meeting Doug after school
Yeah & i get to wear Devin's awesome stripey red shirt tomorrow SHH..... I'm gonna steal it (:

Thursday, October 16, 2008

STRESSED

I AM STRESSED MAN
this week is gonna be the end of me
I have so much going on
this is last period and i am in health
lalala im doing a powerpoint
so i kinda gots to go
<3
music makes my life complete
kay yeah
i have to go tutor and shop today so maybe ill post tonight
thanks for all the support erybody.

<3

Relocated to the other side of the library; because peopel suck ? mmyeah. Working on my heath project pretending i have something to do so I don't have to make up some lame ass excuse for skipping french :) the rest of the day will go by fast lunch period i gots free and health im back here in the library so I'll probbly post again. Gots a new band uniform because mine was major too big wooopieee ? NO. I have to go TUTOR at matunuck school today until 5 & i gets to go shoe shopping. So yeah this is kinda borring.
BTW; OBAMA ALL THE WAY

Sorry

I have not posted in so long, but right now i am skipping french so posting is possible maybe ill skip more so i can post more. things are good besides BRODIES 6 month RIP anniversary was yesterday. But uh things with Douglas have been really good considering all the stress I've been under i suppose i have been taking it out on him which i really do not want to do! If i didn't have him right now things would be extra tough for me Im so thankful for him. MAN I am hungry because being thankful made me think of THANKSGIVING which made me think of my moms pineapple bake lmao (: mkay gotta go before the librarians pee themselves

Thursday, October 9, 2008

yeah....

bare with me im trying to figure out how to do this on my DASH so i can update more <3

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

no school (:

i had a good day i suppose with some lovely people especailly dougluss <3
but uhm yeah i miss my bestfrands so much like i can't stand it im going
to walk to see one of them now but besides that i miss them like crazy and
im going physco with out them :/

Sunday, September 28, 2008

lovely.

today was amazing i spent it at the parade where i got sick *ick* & i got to hang out with marcus douglus and melissa and laura <3 and doug is basically the person that makes my world spin thats all i have to say about todayy

Parade Day :( or not :)

I'm so glad its raining because now hopefully the parade is cancelled! and we just have to go frigging sit at the high school until Mr.matter officially declares that NO SHIT. we are not going to be marching ha ha (: I am loving my hair right now I've never gone this dark and its pretty fantabulous. For some odd reason I'm obsessed with Britney Spears right now and I don't know why. I really need to go to a 3OH!3 concert like whoa. I have allot of homework to do but I'm probably hanging out with people after the parade so yeah like that's going to get done ha ha !

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Black hair

yeah my hair was really bothering me fire truck red so tonight after i had the most amazing night with my love I dyed it black with red low lights and i have to say i love it !

OH DAMN

so basically my hair looks redder by the minute.

still raining (:

Kay so the only reason I'm glad that it is raining is so basically I will not have to march in the stupid ass parade because my uniforms crotch is literally 3 feet long. ( i know right!). Yesterday was fun & last night I dyed my hair red like BAM red. Douglas is coming over today and i have a ton of homework ugh. I've just kinda felt like being alone lately its kinda...weird but i don't know. "so stand in the rain stand your ground stand up when its all falling down".

Friday, September 26, 2008

rain rain go away

today its raining ick. i dont have much to say. besides i get to see my amazing boyfrand today and im souped; besides the fact ihave to walk in the rain to do it :( haha but i would do that any day for him <3

Thursday, September 25, 2008

my brothers.

i love & miss what we used to have. not that these pictures are sober or anything but they still make me smile :) There is nothing i can say for these 2 people besides they are the people i have been through everything with you name it we've done it we've drifted allot this past year mostly because of me :/ and we're working on getting our acts back together. These two people are my family i would take a bullet for both of them in a heart beat don't mess.

ugh,


today just generally sucked; i miss Doug extremely ( to the right). and every one's just being major poos. plus my phone broke so i have this cheap ass replacement of a phone until my new one come sin like 7 days. I really my Atlantic city pals especially J.T he's my boy. (: I hope tomorrows better.

i love youu douggluss engstrume <3